tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73149772012-01-27T15:33:06.475-08:00My name is James Bobik I have a 10 yr old daughter and like everyone else on this green earth have alot going on. read about them.... have fun and remember ...we all need a saviour. feel free to <b><a href="mailto:jamesmb123@yahoo.com">Email Me</a></b>LivingforJesushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15959262764373785317noreply@blogger.comBlogger2421100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7314977.post-81737298217117288722011-11-09T12:34:00.000-08:002011-11-09T14:26:57.235-08:00

(For those who serve and love him, but feel that have no place or served and forgot him and think there is not place to come back to.) STEPPING UP TO THE PLATE OR FALLING THROUGH THE CRACKS? (Galatians 3:1-6) I am writing this from a position that this could likely be the last thing I write of this nature. I have always said and believe that there are too many critics in the church and not

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(Picture Purely for Humorous Observation) I am very excited to write about this topic. As I believe they are not only a foundation to ministry but also to fruitful relationships. I recently went through a tough time that had me doubting my trust, my friends, my family and even myself. It happens. I think if were honest with each other we know it happens more often then not. Its the

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I am inspired to write on a topic that has been playing in my mind daily as I sit sometimes watching people in coffee shops shuffling about. Dragging their laptops to a table grabbing their rather hot but comforting cup of coffee and bringing it to their lips. Conversation bursts out on one side of the room, silence and then everyone then returns back to their own little worlds. Me...well I

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This is something I felt more appropriate not because its fathers day because it is not but because it is not it makes more sense. I was blessed with a great father. Some people think that perfection is required in a father but I dont believe that. I do not believe you can find perfection as being that quality that you want in a father. I speak of my Father. James Bobik Sr. I remember

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"To them that have no might He increaseth strength." God comes and takes us out of our sentimentality, and our complaining turns into a pæan of praise. The only way to know the strength of God is to take the yoke of Jesus upon us and learn of Him. "The joy of the Lord is your strength." Where do the saints get their joy from? If we did not know some saints, we would say - "Oh, he, or she, has

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Ever have that amazing feeling that God is going to touch you, speak to you, show you, love you, hold you, Not scold you, but teach you, greet you and meet you? Have you had that feeling of comfort and knowing that he is there. He Will never Leave you or forsake you? Ever hear him talk to you, whisper to you, as he befriends you, draws you closer and nearer and dearer to him as you cling closer

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Lord you have given me passion but what will I do with that passion? Over this week I have learned of the Gifts you have given me and I know you are faithful in the gifts that you give but am I faithful in using the gifts you have given me? I really have to look at the perspective of "Church" once again. A clear and impactful time has got me thinking about myself and my walk. I love people

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Whoever said that Graciousness is contagious has not lived Grace very long Perhaps long enough to chime in like song or a ditty but definitely not long have you ever tried to love like this on your own? Its a difficult endeavour when your always wanted to hold your place on your high throne and then you find out once you have forgiven that still you might sit waiting all alone while other decide

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(Mario Mazzorana - Distractions) DISTRACTON. It hard to say whats worse knowing what's going on every waking moment or knowing nothing and being completely out of touch? But I can tell you this much there's tons of distractions keeping us from real direction. Politics, World news, peoples choices, several causes....Many problems One solution. It hard to say why we so easily get

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I see something like fire making wayin a pathway through the day..Setting itself a part from the heart and set insolid clay. Like art it sets itself like beauty refined andsculpted...there is something Cataclysmic,Like gold to to be purified...Like diamonds reflecting in your eyes.Somewhat spas-matic, a reflection and refractiongripping back traction as I fell a bit asthmatic.Your nothing like

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It has been some time since I have written. In all honesty it is very difficult to stand up and start riding this bike. It falls and falters half-ways sometimes at the second or third line. I sometimes wonder why I try at all? But I guess this is what happens when you never quit you keep on going forward till you realize that never quitting means never ceasing knowledge; in both how to do and how

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Proverbs 29:18-19 8Where there is no revelation, the people cast off restraint;but blessed is he who keeps the law.19A servant cannot be corrected by mere words;though he understands, he will not respond. ---------------------------------------------------------------Intrepid is the word I look for when reading this scripture.Is is clear that in our understanding of this scripture we find

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I clearly see the in clouds there is no sliver liningand daily I am deeply refining the views you've given me.I see a world driven by power, greed and insanityand all you ask of me. Is to follow you? Are you grasping me?I know its strange and at times obscure thatthe place I find redemption, a friend , glory a cureand I ask Why I am so in fear? Are you asking me?Not of you or who you are but

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I am always looking of new ways of expressing my faith but more importantly how to share my faith to those who the cross is foolishness to them.I thought some time back when I used to know a friend who would always be just a bit short on paying bills and he used a pawn shop to come up with the additional monies needed to pay his bills. I remember how difficult it was for him. I remember

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Recently I was looking outside my window and watched my pond (for the time being) being filled with water and Koi fish swimming about. I began to day dream just a little about the achievement of God in my life. I began to realize just where would I be without him in my life? I thought about some decisions I have made that have made me less that pleasing to others. I thought about the reality of

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Particles of the Universe converge into one. A Blast. A Prism a Blaring SunScientific Metamorphosis creation and god can't exist.Walking the line a very thin one of hoping this knowledge you have isn't a Protagonist.Are you fronting for your own feelings are you ignoring signs only to ignore your fatherto turn from the divine?Are separated from the twisted world hoping there is more,leaving off

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CrASH Crash Shattered Glass. I made you who you are. You reflected who I was

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Sitting in car right now with ac blasting and realize how thankful I am of my god, my life,my destiny, of friends, of my faith, of the church, of his wisdom, of gods love, of gods word, of worship, of grace, of his children, of my child, of my mistakes that taught me alot, of enemies that taught me more wow..it takes a very shallow view to be angry, hateful, destructive, it takes the eyes of the

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I had a habit to look into the past to see where I have come from Sometimes little words remind us of that time we were not so eloquent. -JB _____ ARE YOU LISTENING? Now is where I start. Ther is this new song on my heart. I start with this difficult observation that growth without doctrine is tragic. That word without love is deadly. Spasmatic. That meeting with one another to discuss your

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I know I am supposed to know. I know I am supposed to pray To look for the positive things in the day. I know I am supposed to share. To love others, show that I care. To invite and involve my life in another To call those around me sister and brother Would be a total shame if all it was all just a name. I am feeling comfortably numb . A Lifestyle of Knowing My walk is not growing and becoming

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Bright Light hit me like a trainDarkness is goneAll I hear is rain - fallingClouds away sun is outTruth is here no way out.Learn more forget less Epiphany

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Recently quite recently and consistently I have seen that God might have someone for me? I thought I found the one I loved long ago. I knew I thought I knew but was lost in a shadow. I lost a lot. I lost a confidence of who I was. A lost a direction and I think I might have at one time lost my cause. I lost a lot. Have I mentioned that. But realizing that God made me whole never a part left

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Work Harder get less. Serve and be blessed. Listen closely, be hurt Random thought, cannot blurt! Arg! Sentimentality, Broken like glass Walking people, stomped upon grass. Lost people, looking for answers Answered people, sitting in their mass. Desire to help, only to hurt Found salvation, only to hold. Decadence Gold, Religious Bold First somehow always became last. Thinking people, making

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Of all the Women I have loved but could not bear. I have a desire to share. The wonderful joy it is to know you. Such beauty and that god has touched you with eloquence of heart and tongue. he has gifted you like roses with an aroma of peace and life. he has given you hair like blades of grass in a spring meadow. He has given you the heart of a child and the heart of a mother One that cares,

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have so often fallen on how we feel about things and this is where the fault lies. On both sides of the argument the issue of FEEL is the problem. Contemporaries will lean to it feels good and Traditionalist will also lean to the it feels good. As much as both deny it. Both genres undeniably fall under the issue of flesh. So lets shed a little light on the situation. I do not want this

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I believe recently I have been tested in trust. I have had to see if I can trust again. It is hard to trust again. Forgiving I think is easy but wisdom says. Can I trust again? Can I put myself in the position to vulnerable in my life again. Alot of people ask questions like this. These types of questions happen when some questions how they were treated at churchm by a family member or

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I have for so many reasons been recently set outside of myself. I have had to relearn my trust in God. I really don't understand why. I believe it is the process of my faith. My walk has not taken a turn but went through some very uncharted territory. I have doubted and even been in place where I have lost at times my childish faith. I could take on this idea of nothing ever touches me

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A conversation with Mary about GodShe said "Daddy."I said "yes."She said Daddy!I said "yes dear.""How do I know that God is Real when I cannot see him?"I replied with a breeze across her face."do you know where that came from?"She laughed and paused..."yes.. You Daddy. "teasingly I replied "how do you know did you see it?"She said yes I saw your face."My face what..?""I saw it pucker up.""I saw

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Its amazing the way to world looks at Christians. The world will not look at Christ for who he is. There has to be some level of faith in what we believe in order for others to see that the God that we serve is awesome and true. Truer than anything. In a desire to not over embellish I will have to state I have a bias however that bias does not destroy me. It gives me strength because it make

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"Even when I am not faithful you remain faithful. I am at a place that I never thought I would ever be. Not because I do not feel I deserve it but more that I did not have the belief in myself that I would do the right things in you"God indeed is the barrier over all that we are. He is not the Magnificent God that does what we want when we rub his belly. For then he would merely be no

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If I was to tell you what I was going through right now. You may actually think I have lost my faith but in actuality. I think I found it. We are never tested to the place we need to be until we loose alot and find ourselves not looking around use, by us. Or for even a friend. But we start to look into the direction that we should have been looking all along.Pain, sorrow, death, challenge,

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This Dream I have it one of great reward. It's not about hard it was or what it was but what God had in store. I was not about who I was, Who I am but more about who he made me to be. I sat there thinking gently rocking thinking of his great plan for me. I listened closely. I turned my head. I heard a voice say then. You are not my slave, but my child and my friend. I do not wish you to go

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This was a shock to make this entry. I have been recently though many things like stress and even more obscure things like physical sickness have found myself asking disturbing questions. I think it is okay to question yourself. Some people say it is okay to question God. I think at times I am tempted to and have found myself grappling with my Awesome father. He is quite a contender. Like a

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I had a glimmer of light cast from my eyes from power of God now you show me your Lies. I was dancing around singing my songs. Now you hold down my feet and clamp down my mouth. I was walking straight now I falter a bit forgetting the direction was North or south? Turn me around...Cause you robbed me. I been robbed and my robe thrown into the sea. Turn me around..Lord for I've been robbed of

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So one of the great moves have occurred in my life. Both in the Physical and in the spiritual. I am moving forward in a direction I am not quite sure about. I think for the first time in some time I feel as though I do not know the direction God has me going. There is usually a confidence in his path and direction and I can say right now. I am not real sure I have made the right decision.

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I had an inquiry from an old friend that has me writing this entry. I was part of a church plant called New Life church in a city in California. I can say it was a great blessing to see how churches are planted it was a great opportunity to learn alot. I saw the glories. I saw the pains. I saw the converts and I saw the casualties. It was the most amazing blessing God I believe has ever

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GLORIOUS, AWSome! Awe Inspiring, Beautiful, Celistial, Daunting, Encouraging, Fantastic, Gracious, Hallelujah, Indescribable, Just, Time Changer, Understanding, Victorious, Without Fault, Xcellent!, Yehovah, Zestful All Loving Burden Carrying Conquerer of Sin Doer of all Good Things. Emmanuel Father of All of Mankind Generous beyond concept. Holder of the World. Indescribably Incredible Just

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I am writing this letter to you because I was unaware of your message. Yesterday you told me how ticked you were at your wife. How upset you were at your children, how much you hate your Job. How much you gonna get on your new tax scam. About how you wish you mother and law was not around. About how much you can't stand your president. You also stated how much you were upset with the

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Every year people excitedly go into a new year expecting great change and exciting opportunities. I so often have. We take for granted the blessing of life and the fact that not only we are breathing but if you live the United States of America even if you might have little to no money you are still in the top percentile of the richest nation. Meaning even in poverty you have more than most

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Wow..2007 was quite a ride. Now nearing the beginning of 2008 I am faced with more decisions. Seems like you can never get away from them. I was hurt a few weeks before Thanksgiving at the end of the year and obviously it is hurting me. So it is important I get passed that to move one. Simply put I can clearly see there are a few walls I have built against myself for personal progress as

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I am excited to say the very least. Excited why?... I really can't say. It's not like anything special has truly happened. To be honest there are lots of things I should not be excited about. Perhaps there is even things I should be frightened about yet still I am not. Jury Duty is one of them. I am not frightened about Jury duty; but i am not pleased about it either. With all that is going

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This is no sermon but a simple observation a simple teaching from Tyrone Daniel. It might be one of the simplest yet I have heard. I think I have heard other such teachings but not one with such simplicity and breaks down barriers of religiosity and hyper spiritualism which us Christians including myself have done to prove a point or make it more dramatic.It comes with the observation that

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I am feeling once again a transition a new season of what God has for me.As much as I am excited there is something inside of me that I cannot quench.It is the desire to do it on my own. In other words how much, when, where and frantic like.Looking for direction. It's not honestly because I do not know the direction. I know the direction. It is more that I am afraid of what lies in the

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Over the weekend I attended a Men's Advance. We call them Advances instead of retreats. mainly because men advance and do not retreat. The words mean a lot. Sometimes we don't realize just how much they mean until we are in need of something more than just a retreat but change. When we want to push the envelope of what God wants for us this usually happens. Sometimes is takes a long time.

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RADIANT I have a glow today.. I think I had it yesterday It might have been longer but either way I know I felt it Not Grey not discontent but Radiant. It was not solemn not sad it was not impoverished or bad It was Radiant. I was wearing glasses that painted the world around me a far better color A color that gave me hope and desire all in the same small and quiet pan of the horizon. Tasting

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I've Got a Mountain to Climb today. No matter what place or what way I know soon will be the day, of my choices coming back to me Of When I forgot to climb and slept swinging away Waking again for another challenge as the son swept over the horizon. and All I have kept was lost in a great crack where my heart lay.Sliding down I start from the bottom. Knowing where the cracks were. Where

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As stated from my last Blog I am indeed in a testing period. The type of test is not what you would think. It is not the kind that is about pulling yourself up from the Miry pit and finding some place of vision to see God s path again. This one is far more difficult. I realize indeed that it is harder to have the same passion for God when you are not being challenged than when you are.

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Money is Not Evil the Root is not the paper from which the paper is heldit in the mind of the man and the evil it weildsIts in the roots of deception, conception and drive.That turns from the humble and promotes the pride.It is in the heart of the man that is all takes it root.And the mind of the man that changes money to loot.Changes Love to the Lustand God to Good Will.Forever us Changing our

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I assume it is not a shock that most people would have their greatest battle with their families it is a place that God uses to build the kingdom greatly. Because this is the place that is most effective in the kingdom it is also the place that is most attacked by the enemy.We usually do not see it from afar. It is usually something that creeps up on us and causes us to hide in a corner. Grace

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I am far from perfect and far from grasping onto this whole walk. Everyday new and exciting things are introduced to me. I have no idea if it that I am nieve or that I am simply just endeavoring to dive into Gods awsome ways. Again like I said I am lacking in many places. Anyone who knows me will attest to this. But I also know that I have gained much. It is sort of a tug, a pull and a

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The Second day of this test and it is now Friday night. I did all the usual things that I usually do but something different about it all. It almost today strangely felt like a dream. I know it sounds strange but almost in my surety of Gods move. I am almost in a numb state of simply pressing forward and forgetting what lay behind. It is almost a very very strong peace that is not leaving me

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I am writing this blog from a secret place. I know that sounds a bit mysterious but it all the better makes for a more interesting blog that it is. This is a blog of reality. Not that the others have not but I believe that this blog will show something of humanity that is inside of me.I don't know why it is but perhaps you might be able to relate but when you are doing well isn't it a shame

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It was not to long ago I heard an echo of time lost and forgotof things I thought were taught only to be learnt again.Forever I saw the revelation of something quite sinister itplayed below the overplayed issue of sin.It was far moredangerous you see. It was of family lost, dreams lost in pursuitof a dream of greed.For everything got another thing lost to this dream.An exchange for a mere 30

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This entry is a humble and irreverent thanks to the groups of people, organizations and authors who are standing to disprove the existence of God. It might seem like a mundane thing to thank but as this entry will soon explain it is inside these thought out articles, books and groups that we find our most powerfully no-nonsense believers. I include myself in this because I myself was one who

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Among the crowds of desperately seeking people of this world are people denying aGod yet looking for hope: like ants standing in line to do their dutyand to create an empire all their own only later to come to demise not by some greatcataclysmic destruction but in some feats of the imagination the swoop of a great andpowerful hand. This is the vision that most get that keep them many steps away

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I could say for a majority of my early youth I was in the Baptist Church. I really could never connect. Nothing against Baptist they are some awesome people. I would have to say I think a lot of it had more to do with My current Revelation than the actual church. But I remember very clearly getting up in the morning forced to wear a tie. Standing in the isle in front of everyone and ushering.

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5Jesus answered, "I tell you the truth, no one canenter the kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the Spirit. 6Flesh givesbirth to flesh, but the Spirit[b] gives birth to spirit. 7Youshould not be surprised at my saying, 'You[c] must be born again.' 8The windblows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where itcomes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone

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This indeed has become my Anthem for the year both in my heart, my lips and I pray it continues to be.

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The Year is winding down and though there has been a shortage of blogs for the last of the year it has not been a loss. I have been working on what I say to being who I am and though that sometimes can be a task I can say it has been worth it.I am now as I type this looking over back at the past blogs and see a trend is arising. A trend of change, or reaction, acception and moving on. This has

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Sometimes to think of War is a very scary thing. Battles are never fun either however each plays an important role into our lives. On Tv. The news in Families and across land and sea battles are fought. Our humanity inside has two sides. Let not the destruction happen, and let no one die. The other is kill them all and let God sort them out. Both ideals are unreal, destructive and binding.

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I have over that last few years observed a painful thing. One of the greatest obstacles yet greatest tools God has is our family. The Enemy knows the tool that is can be used as powerfully united and ready to fight destruction. God builds up a family and the enemy breaks them down. There is no in between. There is never a good reason and there is never an excuse no matter the circumstance.

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As I am in my office now typing this. Seldom do I do this I am coming under another God breathed revelation. We Christians have torn down the fortified walls of faith, grace, love and authority. We by our tearing down of faithful men with vision into a place where there is no revelation of truth rather Ego of what we think God should be saying so much so that we twist the words that come from

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I am writing sometimes without thinkinglike some times talking without knowing just indeed whatwill come from this mouth you have blessed me with.I pray that you Christ will stay with me in this Torrentthat is built to sustain yet stretch who I am. It reveals who Iwas and also how much you have changed me.This blessing I call a life. Is far more purposeful then simply seeingand doing but also

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I was pondering just over the last few days of the miracle of the mountain. It is large. In most cases immovable but ever moving slowly. It plays a large part in the construction of the universe and land in general and much cannot be built on it but safely cites reside inside the canyon of them. The Rocks though hanging seem not to fall yet they do seasonly and many a risky men build their

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My time has been ironically hiccuped by periodic pain engulfed with and overwhelming comfort for what the situation is. Details are not a huge concern but the situation is a lost treasure that I believe I forgot I ever had. So many times we have embraced something so great that letting go of it is so very difficult. We never realized what it meant till it was gone and upon seeing it go away I

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Sometimes people do not realize the impact they make in others life. I remember a family that made that impact 4 years ago. They were a wonderful family from South Africa. I will never forget them. They brought me the message of the Gospel not in a way that most might think but in a more defined way. One that was an example in their lives. This was exciting to me. This made me understand that

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This last week while reading I read across probably for the 100th time or more over the the fruits of the spirit in Galatians. As I read this. Something jumped up at me.as if the Words flew off the pages into my eyes and deep into my soul to be laid rest there where thereby I would be fueled with a new revelation that would change me forever.Galatians 5:22-2622But the fruit of the Spirit is love

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I was inspired to write about this when looking back and seeing that a church is only as large as the impact that it makes. A large church with inactive saints is about as effective as taking your car to a car repair shop where resides well dressed, well equipped bakers.That may seem strange but outlining the pulpit is a pop culture know how of Christian steps to success that are not biblical

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The last few weeks have been beyond what you would call an adventure. I have ceased my writing for the short time of my last entry because it is obvious there are some great changes happening. These changes I would rather be a part of then just sit and write about. I have dove into them in a desire to find the ultimate in relationship and purpose in Christ. The search is continual but I am

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For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted. (Luke 14:11)So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow. (1 Corinthians 3:7)Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. (Philippians 2:3)Honor one another above yourselves. (Romans 12:10)All of

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Psalm 135:1414 For the LORD will vindicate his people and have compassion on his servants.15 The idols of the nations are silver and gold, made by the hands of men.16 They have mouths, but cannot speak, eyes, but they cannot see;17 they have ears, but cannot hear, nor is there breath in their mouths.18 Those who make them will be like them, and so will all who trust in

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John 4:23Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks.What is Worship?I have read scripture after scripture. I have meditated on the Psalms but where is the worship? Can I learn to be a better worshiper simply by reading the word of God? Well it is a good start. I believe. Since

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Tonight after a long Sunday that encompassed both day and night. I cried all the way home. I was overwhelmed by the power of God. Not in "My Life" but the power of God. I quite honestly had to step back in awe of what "HE" has done. ABBA (PAPPA). Elohim - EL Shaddi and question my motives for doing what I do.I repented because I knew that sometimes I have done things to be noticed. Only god

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Funny how our world that revolves around us is so important. We look at disasters on television and as long as they are not next door to us or in the same city we live in we are very easilyuninterrupted by any event. Unless of course it is so catastrophic that is gains National attention and guilt sets in.Like Katrina. ...That was to get your attention with a bit of harsh truth. - We live our

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Where does the Spirit come from? A Box? Is it packaged?Indeed a question that is answered by the volumes of scriptures. But by simply reading will we uncover truth or is there more truth underneath the pages and the text of the word of god?What is on your Mind? Do you think of the Revelation of the First Love. Do you think about eternity? Do you think about the lost? Do you think about

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In a Quiet Place Like this I see that I have simply come.The radiant smile upon your face. The adorning praise of your angels from you that which I can only imagine.In row standing angels bowed one to the other elders before your throne.I see that I have simply come to watch the adoring praise.I wish I could stay longer ever farther into the line of each awaiting angel daring to move closer.

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I thought of this topic while listening to a clip from the Rev. Martin Luther King Jr. He mentioned a Grey world. A Grey people looking for a place of mediocrity. I thought instantly of myself first. Which is usually the wisest thing to do but not always the most pleasing thing to do in the immediate. However thinking about it I see where I and many times the church have put myself in a grey

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As the season for Giving is coming soon. I felt the Lord urging me to Give more that I have recieved. As this Thanksgiving has just passed I am feeling God bring me into a new season. Though uncomfortable as most times new places are we find outselves asking questions. Looking for answers and if not looking for an answer more a confirmation of God has already spoke.When visiting a friend

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Pslams 37:4 Delight yourself in the LORDand he will give you the desires of your heart.Commit your way to the LORD;trust in him and he will do this:He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn,the justice of your cause like the noonday sun. In listening to the Lord on Suday today I heard the lord say."There is one promise; Not two." In all the day I kept thinking what this meant.A part of

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Today. In our prayer time. It was not as usual at Corporate prayer. Something had changed and the change is indefinate. I know this because the Lord said we will not return there again as long as we do not take for Granted the Love and Mercy he has shown us. I know the Love and the Mercy because we do not deserve the Mercy he has given us. We do not deserve the second chance. In Spite of

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THis is a good topic because it seems i am loosing sight in my left eye. It concerns me but brings me to another point altogether. The balance of sight in our lives. How clearly we see ourselves in the world around us. Just recently I was tested on things I thought I have already overcome. However like the eyesight that I am loosing in my left eye. There is nothing I could do about it but

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Accusations, Family fights,Frusteration, Abuse and Lies. God can conquer them all.God can defeat the undefeatable and restore relationships when the enemy comes in to attack or when we stumble in our own ways. We must keep however faithful. Even then he remains faithful. In our trails. We can stand even when we have fallen and get up even when others do not believe. No longer are we at the

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In all my walk and granted it has been short. I am only 28yrs old. I have learnt this. Many people will promise you the world. Much of it however is lies and that in which you think is truth eventually will be dishonest in one way or another. People might feel this is negative but to me essentially it is the truth furthermore it give me the only reason to continue in my faith in God. Who has

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I have come to the understanding both in my reading and in my life that it does not help in working with the idea of Reason. This website itself is a proclaimation of my faith but also in my humanity that I am not perfect and that I sometimes Reason with things that God has never intended that I reason with. I realize this as my fault. At first I thought to close the site but am realizing that

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This week has been a week of a reflection in the innocent mirror of my foolish kingdom (if there ever is such a thing). Building a mirage or a sand castle to be wipeed out by the waves of God. In essece realizing my mistakes and realizing the bigger picture of the church. We are part of one body. Not many different churches. This is the device of man and though we live inside of it. We are

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Last night was one of the greatest nights of my life. I can say it was one of the many great nights I have had. Lets just say it held a very special moment in my heart.Yesterday I celebrated my 28th birthday. With all of my closest friends and family.As people came I began to realize just how blessed I have been with the people in my family. My friends who now have become family and my church

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This evening and it is not common I go to visit a church to see a concert but earlier I was invited by a Guy who was unsaved and wanted to see me there and since I wanted to speak more to this person and share the joy of the lord to him. I went. I could not have enjoyed myself more that evening.I watched as normal. humble and talented musicians picked up their instruments and began to ring out.

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The Breeze, The Summer on Cold Run shivers up my neck in pleaseant waves.as I hear the master speak words that haunt me soul and bring me to my knees.I never thought I might never know the glories being told.Could I repeat them to a single soul when the winds have left?Its Not Bass or Treble CLeft or even music coming here but release to hearthe Winds as they Draw near.Like a rampage of silence.

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Many times I find that the Lord has bestowed great wisdom, great teaching and great love to his children. He gives them a heart to understand and a heart to pray for those who are afflicted with disease, burden, a feeling of darkness and those who are lost and seeking a way into the light.However we equate that God can only bestow these great things on someone who is pure. Perfect and upright.

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I have a new kind of loveA Love not based on feeling anymoreSo obscure and fragile that it was.Now the Love I hold is so much moreIt does not pout or close the doorThe Love I share is of a different breedNo longer based on longing needNo longer set on whats for me.But full of life and ever freeThe love it pierces a masters handAnd ran down qooden cross that standand now I share it with youTo show

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Sometimes when in worship as in a moment with love itself. We find ourselves both questioning our feelings and our motive. I find it interesting that people look for sometimes far too practical of signs to look for a song or a moment of worship when in fact. Worship is not a book or a schedule. It does not sometimes line around practical nor does it always fit in a well centered box. Sometimes

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There is sometimes a peacful silence and many times a loud silence that says. Please break me! In this I find that in the peaceful silence God give solice to this world that can sometimes be overwhelming. In many other instances we find ourselves like echos in time reliving our past or sometimes playing back things in our head. Because the silence makes us think of that used to be or what

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Sometimes we find ourselves looking at the face of God and wondering just what it is we have done. We question our motives and even the purpose of the Lord hoping that "God has it right" some people may not admit this. However I will profess to being one who occasionally wonders in my decietful and barren heart if God indeed knows what he is doing?How many times do we look at what the Lord has

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In Holding onto God. We think we can achieve something. But it is not us that has an ability to HOLD onto God. But God that grasps onto us through our will. Granted the practicality of it all is that we must persue the Lord but the very desire to do so is planted both by his will as well as our desire and openess to know and feel him closer in our lives. In much of my loss or sometimes just

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In an Annoting Class recently held by my Shepard Jose. I found that there are something that even we cannot explain. That God can work quickly, fast, swift and without an understanding of just how and why but just that he has. I find myself sometimes thinking Is it just me. But pulling back I saw the effect on all.Can these Dry bones Live. We all know the word "burnt out" sometimes we feel

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Recently when while listening to a teaching on the Annointing. As strange as that might seem. I was again given a strange picture. The picture was of dead fish in a net with diamonds. The fish that were dead were bleeding black and not red. Then I asked puzzled what all of this meant. A answer can back. Clear and concise. This is a season to live for others and not for yourself. And

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In times of suffering and pain we tend to look up. We turn our face to God. Even those who do not know God tend to raise their heads up and weep upon a God that they do not believe in or believe in but do not abide in. In these times sometimes I wonder why God does not just keep us there. Being a God Jealous for our love you would think he would keep us in a humble and suffering state so that

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Recently while fishing with my daughter I caught another revelation that I am posting today. It is on the ideal of Salvation. The Altar call. While fishing I felt God speak to me about him being a God of Now. That in sitting sometimes on our hands after service or in our calling that he does not call us so that we might come later. He calls so that we might come now. He gave me the ideal of a

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This image resonated inside me. Perhaps because of my past. But more so in seeing young punks worship God. I have to say that my self am humbled by seeing this. Account it for what you will. If someone is being saved. If someone indeed is accepting and heartfelt worshiping God with all their Hearts. What a breathtaking thing to see and of course experience. I believe that this time God is

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In a place where we feel like sometimes we are not heard or we cannot be touched by God for something we have done or said are we given a love. Unfailing love that does not equate to the defintion of Love that this world knows of. FOr the Love I speak of goes beyond church, beyond religious symbols, even songs. There is no word that can incompass his love and his power. There is no name nor

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